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I'm still here
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It's been probably 5 years since I last posted on this account, but I still visit it with a good amount of frequency. This account lasted me through my young teens and I wrote some private stories I still enjoy and think about, and made some incredible friends.
I keep this account open mainly for two reasons: 1) being that I do like to look back at my middle school/early high school days and laugh fondly at myself.
2) being I miss some of the friends I made here. If you read this you probably know who you are, and I think about y'all so often. I'm still here, I hope those of you I used to talk to reach out to me if you see this.
I love ya guys
I keep this account open mainly for two reasons: 1) being that I do like to look back at my middle school/early high school days and laugh fondly at myself.
2) being I miss some of the friends I made here. If you read this you probably know who you are, and I think about y'all so often. I'm still here, I hope those of you I used to talk to reach out to me if you see this.
I love ya guys
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SUper important that you do this
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From the Tumblr Staff:
"A major vulnerability, known as 'Heartbleed,' has been disclosed for the technology that powers encryption across the majority of the internet. That includes Tumblr.
We have no evidence of any breach and, like most networks, our team took immediate action to fix the issue.
But this still means that the little lock icon (HTTPS) we all trusted to keep our passwords, personal emails, and credit cards safe, was actually making all that private information accessible to anyone who knew about the exploit.
This might be a good day to call in sick and take some time to change your passwords everywhere—especially your high-security services like email, file storage, and banking, which may have been compromised by this bug."
"Due to the bug in the SSL software, it is extremely important that all passwords you use anywhere on the Internet that are associated with sensitive information be changed immediately. While the issue may have been taken care of by most sites already, your current information is still at risk because of people who, thanks to the bug, have obtained the information and may use it for malicious purposes, so better safe than sorry."
Guys, please please change your passwords on everything you use regularly (emails, dA, tumblr, etc) ASAP
"A major vulnerability, known as 'Heartbleed,' has been disclosed for the technology that powers encryption across the majority of the internet. That includes Tumblr.
We have no evidence of any breach and, like most networks, our team took immediate action to fix the issue.
But this still means that the little lock icon (HTTPS) we all trusted to keep our passwords, personal emails, and credit cards safe, was actually making all that private information accessible to anyone who knew about the exploit.
This might be a good day to call in sick and take some time to change your passwords everywhere—especially your high-security services like email, file storage, and banking, which may have been compromised by this bug."
"Due to the bug in the SSL software, it is extremely important that all passwords you use anywhere on the Internet that are associated with sensitive information be changed immediately. While the issue may have been taken care of by most sites already, your current information is still at risk because of people who, thanks to the bug, have obtained the information and may use it for malicious purposes, so better safe than sorry."
Guys, please please change your passwords on everything you use regularly (emails, dA, tumblr, etc) ASAP
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Yet another meme
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I promise I'm working on a story I'm actually going to put effort into posting ok
1. list your ocs:
Jessie, Todd, Blue, Dusty, Lee, Annalise, Richie, Jim, Flynn, Christmas, Keef, tons and tons more
2. how many is that?
Like sixty or so
3. who was the first you invented?
Jessie a long long time ago
4. who is the newest?
umm
Jessie, Todd, Blue, Dusty, Lee, Annalise, Richie, Jim, Flynn, Christmas, Keef, tons and tons more
2. how many is that?
Like sixty or so
3. who was the first you invented?
Jessie a long long time ago
4. who is the newest?
umm
idk Blue?
5. who is your favourite of the male ocs?
Richie atm
7. favourite female?
idk maybe Page or Cynthia
8. least favourite male?
let's see um Angel
9. least favourite female?
I'm not sure. ask again later.
10. which oc do you act the most like?
I don't know
11. which oc do you look the most like?
I don't know
12. which oc do you want to punch in the face?
all of them they're all assholes
13. which oc needs a hug?
all of them
14. do you ship your ocs?
*loud cackling* *gross crying*
15. who is the prettiest
Cynthia probs
16. who's the most attractive?
idk, Melanie probably.
17. cutest?
Tommy as well. the Tommys are just like extremely cute like go fuck yourselffff
18. do you have a song that you associate with any of your ocs?
19. inspiration for your ocs?
idfk lots of things it's not even six in the morning don't make me think
20. tag someone and their ocs:
5. who is your favourite of the male ocs?
Richie atm
7. favourite female?
idk maybe Page or Cynthia
8. least favourite male?
let's see um Angel
9. least favourite female?
I'm not sure. ask again later.
10. which oc do you act the most like?
I don't know
11. which oc do you look the most like?
I don't know
12. which oc do you want to punch in the face?
all of them they're all assholes
13. which oc needs a hug?
all of them
14. do you ship your ocs?
*loud cackling* *gross crying*
15. who is the prettiest
Cynthia probs
16. who's the most attractive?
idk, Melanie probably.
17. cutest?
Tommy as well. the Tommys are just like extremely cute like go fuck yourselffff
18. do you have a song that you associate with any of your ocs?
Magic Man and Tiny Dancer for Jessie
The Slider by T. Rex for Melanie
Slide by the Goo Goo Dolls for Cynthia
idk not much for the male charries i guess
19. inspiration for your ocs?
idfk lots of things it's not even six in the morning don't make me think
20. tag someone and their ocs:
no
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Meme again bc I'm boreddd
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ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Dff
TWO - Are you single?: Define "single" yes
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: idfc
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Black
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Orange
SIX - Favorite candy?: Chocolate
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nothing atm
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: eh. at this particular moment in time I suppose
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Several times I've been compared to Francis Bean Cobain and the other day my mother told me I look like Brooke Shields what
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: eh. none, really. I guess English because it's easy
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: I've never heard of DC and what is a Bluenote
TWELVE - How do you make money?: um I just kinda mooch off of people
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: Kjellllll
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: why
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Not really
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Lazy.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: My solid-black Converse boots. used to be my Wonder Woman converse but i lost one
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: I don't have sunglasses anymore
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: With a certain cute little history dork whom is at school or something while I'm typing this
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Homework that was assigned Wednesday
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: yes but nothing I wish to act on
HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: Ravioli bc I am too lazy to make it.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?:Not sitting on the floor listening to Toto over and over ha nope
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: idk probably
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?: I only watch NEtflix now
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: um I was convincing this random person who won't stop calling that this is Domino's
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Not really. probably a bit because I am an asshole
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Everything
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Sometimes. Mostly I bite at the hangnails/skin around my nails
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yesss ugh is it night yet when is she getting on
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now? It depends on from whom I'm keeping it. Probably.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: Not really. I don't consider people I don't like friends??
THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yes
Can you dance?: When I'm alone I guess
Can you do a cart wheel?: I used to bc i used to be a flexible little gymnast but now I can hardly get up
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: I've never tried but probably not
Can you whistle?: Sometimes
Can you wiggle your ears?: ????No??
Can you wiggle your nose?: Somewhat
Can you roll your tongue?: No
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: what how do you make a weed with your fucking tongue
ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you're mad?: I usually storm off and turn on really loud music and cry
TWO - Are you single?: Define "single" yes
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: idfc
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Black
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Orange
SIX - Favorite candy?: Chocolate
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Nothing atm
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: eh. at this particular moment in time I suppose
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Several times I've been compared to Francis Bean Cobain and the other day my mother told me I look like Brooke Shields what
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: eh. none, really. I guess English because it's easy
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: I've never heard of DC and what is a Bluenote
TWELVE - How do you make money?: um I just kinda mooch off of people
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: Kjellllll
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: why
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Not really
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Lazy.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: My solid-black Converse boots. used to be my Wonder Woman converse but i lost one
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: I don't have sunglasses anymore
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: With a certain cute little history dork whom is at school or something while I'm typing this
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Homework that was assigned Wednesday
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: yes but nothing I wish to act on
HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: Ravioli bc I am too lazy to make it.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?:Not sitting on the floor listening to Toto over and over ha nope
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: idk probably
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?: I only watch NEtflix now
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: um I was convincing this random person who won't stop calling that this is Domino's
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: Not really. probably a bit because I am an asshole
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: Everything
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: Sometimes. Mostly I bite at the hangnails/skin around my nails
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Yesss ugh is it night yet when is she getting on
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now? It depends on from whom I'm keeping it. Probably.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: Not really. I don't consider people I don't like friends??
THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: Yes
Can you dance?: When I'm alone I guess
Can you do a cart wheel?: I used to bc i used to be a flexible little gymnast but now I can hardly get up
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: I've never tried but probably not
Can you whistle?: Sometimes
Can you wiggle your ears?: ????No??
Can you wiggle your nose?: Somewhat
Can you roll your tongue?: No
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: what how do you make a weed with your fucking tongue
ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you're mad?: I usually storm off and turn on really loud music and cry
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: once I clipped my brother in the head with a metal spatula and I still feel really bad about that. idk if it's the worst thing I've done but it's what comes in mind
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yeah. I cry all the time. so yeah.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: a few times.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: No
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Eh only celebrities. mostly the same sex
Ever cried over the same sex?: Ohhohoho yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Not usually. I usually just sit there/walk around wincing and going; fuck fuck fuck fuck fuCk shit shit hot ow hot fuck fuck me fuckk you fuck your mother fuck everything
Do certain songs make you cry?: idk if you've ever really listened to Save Me by Queen but yeah
Do certain movies make you cry?: oh my god yes. Usually books, though.
HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: Sometimes. not usually.
What makes you the happiest?: Playing piano/talking to Kee
THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: I had a deep conversation with my Kurt Cobain poster
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Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Yep
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Yeah. I cry all the time. so yeah.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: a few times.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: No
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Eh only celebrities. mostly the same sex
Ever cried over the same sex?: Ohhohoho yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Not usually. I usually just sit there/walk around wincing and going; fuck fuck fuck fuck fuCk shit shit hot ow hot fuck fuck me fuckk you fuck your mother fuck everything
Do certain songs make you cry?: idk if you've ever really listened to Save Me by Queen but yeah
Do certain movies make you cry?: oh my god yes. Usually books, though.
HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: Sometimes. not usually.
What makes you the happiest?: Playing piano/talking to Kee
Does being with your friends make you happy?: Well it's basically physically impossible for me to be with my friends, but talking to them makes me extremely happy.
Do you believe in yourself?: On occasion
Do you wish you were happier?: Yes
Is being happy overrated?: Nah, most people take it for granted. Keeping that answer bc I couldn't have said it better
Can music make you happy?: yup yup
LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: idk.
Do you believe in yourself?: On occasion
Do you wish you were happier?: Yes
Is being happy overrated?: Nah, most people take it for granted. Keeping that answer bc I couldn't have said it better
Can music make you happy?: yup yup
LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: idk.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Yes. Platonically-speakingmostly, but yeah.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you'?: no
HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: Yes. mostly myself, though.
Have you ever been on a hit list?: ?? i don't think so?
Are you a mean bully?: I can be.
Do you hate George Bush?: I have most American politicians. they're completely full of shiiiitt
SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Usually
Do you think you're good looking?: It depends when you ask me but mostly I don't really care
Do you wish you could be someone else?: In certain ways, yep
LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Dark dark auburn.
bc I am a grump
What is your eye color?: A very light blue
What is your skin tone?: Paler than the palest pale to ever pale
Current piercings?: just ears atm
Have any tattoos?: Not yet but ugh my mother just got her first and I am itching to get minee
Straight hair or curly?: Straight
CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: The Beatles
Necklace(s)?: no
Shoes?: none atm
HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: ofc??
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: no but I've Skype audio chatted with someone until then
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? : not quite
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you'?: no
HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: Yes. mostly myself, though.
Have you ever been on a hit list?: ?? i don't think so?
Are you a mean bully?: I can be.
Do you hate George Bush?: I have most American politicians. they're completely full of shiiiitt
SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: Usually
Do you think you're good looking?: It depends when you ask me but mostly I don't really care
Do you wish you could be someone else?: In certain ways, yep
LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Dark dark auburn.
bc I am a grumpWhat is your eye color?: A very light blue
What is your skin tone?: Paler than the palest pale to ever pale
Current piercings?: just ears atm
Have any tattoos?: Not yet but ugh my mother just got her first and I am itching to get minee
Straight hair or curly?: Straight
CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: The Beatles
Necklace(s)?: no
Shoes?: none atm
HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: ofc??
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: no but I've Skype audio chatted with someone until then
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? : not quite
Laughed so hard you cried?: ofc
Got in a fight with someone?: sorta
THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: um. idk. I've groaned a few things to my dad today
Person you talked to online?: Kee last night
Person you hugged?: idr
RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: Depending
Do you get along with your parents?: Sometimes..
Do you have mental breakdowns?: Sometimes
CURRENT:
Current mood: My back hurts
Current music: Save Her by CRASHDIET
Current hair style: whatever
Current crush: just a few irl friends. nothing serious. I just think they're cute.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Homework
Current windows open: dA, Tumblr, Eerie Cuties, two wikipedia pages, a few blogs with pictures I am yet to save, The Little Mermaid by Hans Christian Anderson, Michele Overman article, three pages of song lyrics, annnd yet another blog oh my god my legs are dying what is this
Current desktop picture:
Rick rockin the bellbottoms.jpg
THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: no
Did you ever run away from home?: Yes
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: I wanted to be a veterinarian
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: I wanted to be a firetruck
THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: I live on the beach. Of course I do.
Do you like roller coasters?: idk the last time I was on a rollercoaster I was six
Do you own a bike?: Yeah I spray-painted half of it black
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: what reality shows
THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: My dad has a receding hairline that is thinning but that's the extent.
Does your car get good gas mileage?: I don't have a car
Does your family have family picnics?: no
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: no
Have you ever been to the ocean?: unfortunately.
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yeah but I can't do it very well and get paint all over my fingers so not often
THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5'2"-ish
How much money do you have on you right now?: I found a dime under the mattress golly now I can go down to the corner and get me a pop
Got in a fight with someone?: sorta
THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: um. idk. I've groaned a few things to my dad today
Person you talked to online?: Kee last night
Person you hugged?: idr
RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: Depending
Do you get along with your parents?: Sometimes..
Do you have mental breakdowns?: Sometimes
CURRENT:
Current mood: My back hurts
Current music: Save Her by CRASHDIET
Current hair style: whatever
Current crush: just a few irl friends. nothing serious. I just think they're cute.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Homework
Current windows open: dA, Tumblr, Eerie Cuties, two wikipedia pages, a few blogs with pictures I am yet to save, The Little Mermaid by Hans Christian Anderson, Michele Overman article, three pages of song lyrics, annnd yet another blog oh my god my legs are dying what is this
Current desktop picture:
Rick rockin the bellbottoms.jpgTHE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: no
Did you ever run away from home?: Yes
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: I wanted to be a veterinarian
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: I wanted to be a firetruck
THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: I live on the beach. Of course I do.
Do you like roller coasters?: idk the last time I was on a rollercoaster I was six
Do you own a bike?: Yeah I spray-painted half of it black
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: what reality shows
THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: My dad has a receding hairline that is thinning but that's the extent.
Does your car get good gas mileage?: I don't have a car
Does your family have family picnics?: no
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: no
Have you ever been to the ocean?: unfortunately.
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yeah but I can't do it very well and get paint all over my fingers so not often
THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5'2"-ish
How much money do you have on you right now?: I found a dime under the mattress golly now I can go down to the corner and get me a pop
how do I not get beat up more often
THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: I had a deep conversation with my Kurt Cobain poster
Last thing you said out loud?: "Well aren't you a classy bitch go fuck yourself." to myself.
THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: oh my god this is the third time this has been asked I am listening to Dizzy Up The Girl by the Goo Goo Dolls atm
What is the weather outside?: idk
THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: oh my god this is the third time this has been asked I am listening to Dizzy Up The Girl by the Goo Goo Dolls atm
What is the weather outside?: idk
What radio station do you listen to?: 26XM and 38XM mostly. and 96.1 FM
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: uhh. Moe's
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Dr. Pepper
What was the last movie you watched?: Ratatouille
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: uhh. Moe's
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Dr. Pepper
What was the last movie you watched?: Ratatouille
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Meme
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Taken from Helenanimator
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1. Do you like animals?
10.How old are you?
11. When is your birthday?
12. Do you like to receive giftart?
15. What's your race?
17. Are you single or taken?
23. How long have you been drawing?
I don't draw bc it's best to just spare everyone
24. What's the meaning of life?
Yes, a lot.
Except I'm not fond of some types of birds *coughgeeseandduckscough*
2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
2. Have you ever met an online friend in person?
No. theY ALL LIVE LITERALLY SO FAR
3. Are you athletic?
3. Are you athletic?
crying rn omf
4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built, etc?
4. Are you: thin, fat, athletically built, etc?
Thin. I need to put on some weight
5. How much do you weight?
5. How much do you weight?
Like 95 pounds or less
6. What's your height?
6. What's your height?
5'2-ish
7. Shoe size?
7. Shoe size?
uhh
Men's 5 or something idfk who cares
8. Girls - are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
8. Girls - are you tomboyish, girly, normal, etc?
why is this a question
what the fuck is "normal" no one is normal
how am i supposed to answer this
10.How old are you?
don't
11. When is your birthday?
St. Patrick's Day.
35 days from now
12. Do you like to receive giftart?
idk i'm not good at accepting any gifts
13. Are you sociable?
13. Are you sociable?
HAH
14. Do you have many friends?
14. Do you have many friends?
Well I mean I can count them on one hand p much
15. What's your race?
In second grade I was forced into "running club" and we were supposed to run like a dozen races and everytime I would run until I got like four yards away and then I would sit down
16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
16. Do you like to talk on the phone?
idk. it depends.
17. Are you single or taken?
I currently spend all my time reading and talking to kiwis and that is good enough answer
18. Do you eat meat?
18. Do you eat meat?
Yes. although I am also fond of some vegan substitutes i.e. Boca soy burgers bc they're fucking good alright
19. Are you paranoid?
19. Are you paranoid?
Yes
20. Do you read a lot?
20. Do you read a lot?
YEP. A LOT.
21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
21. Do you listen to music, what kind?
Folk, classical, classic rock, etc etc etc
22. Do you play any instruments?
22. Do you play any instruments?
Well I play piano first and foremost and also bass and alto saxophone and like four chords on guitar (I can play Down On the Corner that's it)
23. How long have you been drawing?
I don't draw bc it's best to just spare everyone
24. What's the meaning of life?
Pink Floyd that is literally the only reason anyone is alive
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